Ugh. Good thing I didn’t make a resolution to blog regularly. That would have lasted a day. I thought I would give you guys a quick update on life.
On Tuesday, Little Lady and I drove to St. Louis to the children’s hospital to see a craniologist. She was referred by our pediatrician. While she is progressing developmentally, there are some concerns about her head size. It is pretty small. I have to admit it is hard to tell how small it is because she is such a petite little girl to begin with (coupled by her cutie little afro).
She had to get sedated and had a CT scan performed. Even sedated, she fought it. The nurses were amazed by how much she fought while being heavily sedated. The scans came back good. The craniologist diagnosed Little Lady with microcephaly. Fancy way to say small head in proportion to the rest of her body, pretty much. Now they want to know the cause because nothing was evident in the CT scan. So next month we get to see a neurologist. Whoopie! Can you feel my excitement? Not! (A little Wayne’s World for my friends older than 25)
We had some snow last week, but I didn’t take any pictures. Frankly the thought of getting my camera out in the snow with my 5, 3, and 1 year old all by myself wasn’t enticing. So the camera stayed inside where it was nice and toasty. I did force myself to take a few pictures yesterday. It seems like forever since I’ve shot something with intention and thought.
My husband got me roses. My favorite time is when they open up completely. I put on my close up attachments to get very close and have a super shallow depth of field. Maybe it is too shallow. I had my +1, +2, and +4 on all together. My aperture was at 3.5, but with the attachments it really doesn’t make much of a difference, just helps the exposure triangle at that point. So is it too shallow?
I thought it looked neat, but then I looked later and didn’t like it at all. Like didn’t like it so much that I wasn’t going to put it on the blog. But here it is, for everyone to see my weird battle in my head about my photos. Do you do that, too?






Oh Hun! You are forgiven for being a slack blogger, you're too busy being a great mum!
ReplyDeleteI hope your youngest lovely gets the all clear and that she keeps her feisty attitude!
And just a note - awesome photo, I love photos of flowers!
I love the photo Kim! And the colors are beautiful.
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I think your photo is gloriously soft, I happen to love close ups like this. I know what you mean about battle in the head about photos, i think the same sometimes about my lack of quality in my pictures, but i know logically that it's not worth worrying about as i'm the only one who's spending time concerned about it. Sorry that you've had to be going to doctors and hospitals and seeing your little one in difficult surroundings - not easy at all.
ReplyDeleteI think this is beautiful! So soft and lovely colors. Very romantic. And I will keep praying for little lady. I went through the neurologist business for myself a few years ago because they thought I had a tumor. Came back all clear though. And they have me a cd of my brain scans, which was kind of cool, lol. Maybe I should show my brain on my blog some time ;)
ReplyDeleteI agree with LatteJunkie - you are too busy being a great mom ;)
ReplyDeleteAnd I totally have the same battle in my head over photos. Many I think are terrible others love. It's true about beauty and the beholder...
I happen to think your photo is gorgeously soft and the tones are lovely and romantic. I also like the dark contrast in the lower corner that give it depth.
Hang in there. Hope you and your little lady have happier days ahead!
love that shot of the rose!
ReplyDeleteoh...doctor visits, test, scans....i hear ya. good thing God's on your side! ;)
love.
Okay- first the rose is gorgeous & such a nice thing for your hubs to do after all the other stuff going on. Sure hope the next visit goes a little better- so hard to watch them go through that at such a young age. They don't understand. I mean- really- would we feel any better about going through that ourselves?! But for a little one- so difficult. Prayers for you all!!!
ReplyDeleteOh my, these are so pretty!!
ReplyDeleteOh not to shallow at all! I think it's beautiful! I like all different kinds of macros - lots in focus or not. I think the shallow dof suited your rose perfectly!
ReplyDeleteSo beautiful. I wouldn't take my camera out by myself either. ha ha.
ReplyDeletea fantastic mellow kind of photograph; I love your rose.
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